So started another term. This ones lame one class and it’s for not so smart people. Im probably pretty sure I shouldn’t be in there. Ha Ha but honestly there is nothing I can do about it at this point, I guess it’s a easy A?!
School is this pointless never ending circle. I got to school for 2 years at a community college to then get a transfer degree to go to a university for another 2-4 years maybe longer depending on what I plan to do with my life. So whats thew point? These days it seems like even if I had some degree I would most likely not be working in that field I would just be making barely above minim wage! This whole making a decision on what your gonna do for the next 30+ years right now seems so crazy to me! How when I was 18 was I suppose to know what I would want now or even 20 years from now? At 18 I could barley wipe my own butt let alone make a actual life decision! And high school was suppose to prep me for college ha ha that’s the funnest thing I have ever heard! I’m nothing but behind and it’s been years!
But I have made a decision finally! Now I just need to get the ball rolling and there is no guarantee that I will be excepted in to this program either. Which also pisses me off if I wanna pay for school to be something then I should at least be able to get the opportunity to do it and if I fail because I am no good at it then why can’t I?!
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